down time

I know that everyone needs some time to themselves, but I tend to surround myself with people and love being with people I love that when I have a day or an evening to myself I almost get anxious being with myself. I enjoy the time to reflect and do my own thing for an hour or two, but then I start to get a little stir crazy. In the end I know I should just enjoy this time, but part of me feels like I should be doing something (like right now I should be cleaning the bathroom) and then I start feeling guilty for just sitting around. So here's to a quiet night.